panic attack incomingggggggggggggggggg

smaller kid gone
5 days until 16.12, which was a really bad day last year
no finishing task until Monday
little knowledge and no one that knows better
one person knows some stuff and that person wants to go

fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck

why am i still expecting an adult to come and tell me what to do?

nice song Basshunter : Now You’re Gone