I did it. I called my mother and talked a bit to her, she was helping my dad to eat. I asked her to tell him I love him, she passed the phone, so I told him “I love you, father, and get well”. He said something I didn’t understand, while she was pushing him to say “I love you” back, which annoyed me, but I didn’t care, at least I told him and I know he understood it.
She said “We love you too”, and I said I loved them as well, then she hang up and I cried some more, and now we’re better. For a couple of hours…