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Ce o port zi de zi…

De ce mi-e asa frica? Stiu ca nu as face gestul. Prea mult sange, prea multi oameni in jur, si nu-s genul care sa puna oamenii pe drumuri aiurea.
Dar e nitel inspaimandator sa ma uit la o lama si sa ma gandesc, sa-mi imaginez, sa stiu…

Ma prefac ca nu-mi e teama de moarte, ma prefac ca as putea trece peste orice. Imi imaginez cum as trai mai departe fara, schilodita si rupta, totusi inca in viata.
Dar adevarul e ca mi-e frica. De moarte, de viitor. De ziua de maine. De mine. De cum voi ajunge la 35 de ani. De 40 de ani. De viata pe care o vor avea copiii mei. De cum vor mai trai parintii mei. Si tot asa…

Stiu ca anxiosii traiesc in viitor. Guess what, atacurile de panica erau cauzate de anxietate. Habar n-am sa traiesc in prezent, asta invatam de la copii, si ele nu sunt acum pe langa mine.

Sa regresez, deci, sa impletesc, sa accept si sa-mi accept…
Si sa trec mai departe.

It’s in the blackened bones
Of bridges I have burned
So don’t apologize
I’m losing what I don’t deserve
What I don’t deserve

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“Iridescent”

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, “Save me now!”
You were there, impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go